Wednesday, December 19, 2012

$$$$

It feels like I've been on the phone all morning. I had to call Amazon about a "mystery charge" and then I called Victoria's Secret because they never paid me for Black Friday-a day of hell I refuse not to get paid for.

Being here, I see my little brothers and how much fun being a kid is. They don't have to check bank accounts, mystery charges don't exist, and there is no such thing as bills. I am sad that I didn't appreciate adolescence and wanted so badly to be an adult. That word is ugly to me now, poisoned by responsibility. The worst part is there is just more adult to come: mortgage payments, health insurance, saving for retirement....

Oh dear. Why is it our nature to wish away the stage of life we are in, thinking the next is bigger and better? Why do we always want what we don't have?

Luckily, there is a great sense of accomplishment that comes with being an adult- when the numbers line up and the bills get paid. Independence is invigorating. Loved ones make it all worth it.
In the end, the mystery charge is solved,
you (hopefully) get paid for the work you do,
and you try your best to enjoy the journey.


Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Home for the Holidays

Here I am, on my old stomping grounds in Pleasant Grove, Utah. I will get to be here for a little over 2 weeks. I haven't spent that much time in the 801 since I got married!
But...It is a little bittersweet being here without my better half. Chris works retail. Time off does not exist during the holidays for those who work in the mall. Luckily, he does have Christmas Eve & Day off, so that is when I get to see him next. I am so grateful that he was willing to bring me down here so I wouldn't spend the majority of my Christmas break sitting at home alone watching way too much TV. 

Good news! My sister-in-law Elizabeth is home from her mission. Its crazy! She is the reason Chris and I are together and she left 2 weeks before we got married. I am exited for her to be around in our new married existence. Mostly, I just love her a whole lot and am super excited for her to be home. I'm sure there are many good times to come. All men interested in dating/marring her must go through me now and may contact me via this blog. :)
At the MTC with Elizabeth, July 2011
 In other news, I find the snow falling in the valley to be quite lovely. 


Friday, December 7, 2012

Unlikely Gratitude

I'm grateful I didn't get enough sleep last night...
...because I stayed up too late hanging out with my husband.
I'm grateful that my legs are really, really sore...
...because I got a really good workout in last night.
I'm grateful that I'm stressed out of my mind...
...because I get to go to school and get an education.
I'm grateful for finals...
...because the feeling of accomplishment is the best.
 

Monday, December 3, 2012

Then&Now

Yesterday I was writing in my journal and I started thinking about where Chris and I were this time last year. It was amazing to me how far we have come! I just wanted to share two things that have improved in the last year.

-In late November, I hit my heaviest weight. I had no self-esteem and no motivation to fix it. I remember only wanting to wear yoga pants and a big sweatshirt and wearing that as much as I could get away with it. I would never go to the gym on my own...Chris would have to drag me with him. Even if he got me there, I didn't really work out. I'd walk on the treadmill and pretend to do some crunches or something, and then go bug Chris about 30 minutes later to leave. I wanted big changes, but I wasn't willing to do any sort of real work to make it happen.
Now, the number on the scale hasn't gone down as drastically as I would like, but my attitude is 100% different. I prefer to go to the gym on my own, for some reason, that's when I can work the hardest. I have fitness goals that I am actually working towards. I asked for workout clothes for my birthday and for Christmas. I'm not looking for a quick fix, I want a lifestyle change!
-Chris and I were unemployed for our 1st semester married. It was rough. I remember that we decided that we wouldn't really exchange gifts, get a tree, or do anything that would cost extra money for Christmas. I am grateful that we went through that. It helps us to be grateful for our jobs and our complete financial independence.  
We now own both our cars and pay for our own insurance. We pay for my cell phone. We both have jobs we really enjoy. We are able to save money! I am really looking forward to giving the gifts I have planned for Chris!

It is fun to look back and see big changes and improvements. It is good motivation for me to have 2013 be a more drastic difference than 2012 is. 

Thursday, November 29, 2012

A sigh of relief

Guys. A one million ton weight has been lifted off my shoulders.
For the past month I have been working on my final for an English course. We had to write a big research paper and give a presentation on our findings. I chose to argue the benefits of natural childbirth against all of the hospital interventions that happen...all of this applying to normal, low risk pregnancies.
Know this, I'm not a technology or medicine hater....I know that technology saves lives and that we are lucky to have it. However, I feel like our perception of childbirth has become really, really skewed.
Anyway, I was super nervous to give my presentation. My class is full of people who are too smart for their own good and who love to argue and create confrontation. I wasn't sure how my views would be received; there were mothers/fathers and college boys in the class for crying out loud! I've been stressing for two weeks, just wanting it to be over.
So this morning, I got up at 5 and exercised and then spent the remaining 2 hours until my class getting ready, stressing, tweaking my presentation, stressing....
Finally, I give my presentation. I remembered everything I wanted to say and it went fairly well. At the end of my presentation the professor asked the class if there were any questions or comments for me--and 75% of the class raised their hand.
Long story short, everybody was super positive about my presentation and most of my questions were people who wanted to know more or wanted to know my thoughts on similar subjects. One guy from my class even asked for my presentation so he could learn more (he and his wife are trying to get pregnant).
I am so glad that it went well and that, for the next two weeks, I get to sit and relax through the rest of the presentations.
Here is a clip from my presentation that got a lot of feedback, if you're interested:

Monday, November 26, 2012

Climb Away

"If you are on the right path, it will always be uphill."

This makes me feel like less of a wuss when I curl up in a ball and cry when I get home from school. 

"Act, and I will strengthen you. Speak, and I will make your words strong. Awake and study, and I will inspire you."

Thanks to my Stats professor who gave us this awesome (busywork) assignment. Read the talk here.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Blogger's Block

Hey. It's been awhile. I really miss blogging, but to be honest I don't feel like I have much worthwhile to say...even if it's not really true. I'm in a funk, that's for sure.
It's not that I'm not doing anything with my life--quite the opposite. I'm overwhelmed by school and wish I could spend my days pinteresting or painting my nails. I feel guilty when I'm not doing homework or being productive. I need balance back in my life. I need to find the joy in this journey...easier said than done. Working on a group project and doing all the work & barely keeping your head above water in your Energy/Science class can really suck the fun out of life.

On a happier note...I have found comfort in these things, they help take the edge off...

-Hanging out with my family. Chris and I were lucky enough to get a couple days off to go down to Utah. We saw Red Dawn at midnight with his brothers and my sister. It was AWESOME. Josh Peck has blossomed into a handsome young man. Any other Drake and Josh fans out there?

-Running. It's hard to say it....and it's still a little bittersweet. I hate the way I feel while I'm running, I'm sure I look like I'm having a stroke or something. I love the way I feel after; healthy, clean, and happy. With time, I'm sure I hate the actual running part less. Anyway, the whole fam ran a 5K on Thanksgiving. It was good times.


-Castle. Such a great TV show. I haven't been this addicted to a show since Lost.
-Taylor Swift's new album, Red. She speaks to my soul.
-Thanksgiving. I got to see my Grandma & Grandpa Jenkins and talk with them. I got to see two of my cousins who I hardly ever see. Good food and good people. I am truly blessed.
-Games with my family. We're a little crazy and are Nazi's when it comes to the rules...but we have a blast and laugh constantly.
-Flannel Jammies from Victoria's Secret: they make being lazy a little more glamorous.

Now, all I need is to get through the next few weeks and it'll be party time all over again!



Wednesday, November 14, 2012

Don't Sweat the Small Stuff


On Saturday I took a test. It didn't go very well and I know that without having to see my score. After I finished taking it, I called my poor husband in hysteria. He calmed me down, told me that everything was going to be ok...then proceeded to tell me that while I was in my test he witnessed a car accident on his way to work.
It was snowing really hard and the car in front of him swerved off the road and rolled twice. Chris pulled over, ran to the car, and kicked in the windshield and pulled a father and daughter out of the wreckage. 
That shut me up pretty quick & made me feel pretty lame about being so ridiculous over one test. I am so grateful that my husband wasn't in the accident and is safe. I'm also grateful I'm married to such a winner--I am not sure how I would have handled that sort of a situation.

Tender Mercy: I go to the class where the bad test came from and the teacher tells us that he had accidentally shredded half of the tests before he had graded them-he had mixed our tests up with another class. So, to be fair, he is giving the whole class the chance to retake the (same) test if we want. I'm going to rock it this time.

My husband didn't get in a car accident and saved the day and I get to retake a test. Life is good.

Friday, November 9, 2012

Slacker

This morning, I slept in. I didn't go to the gym or do anything...I just slept. Until 7am.
I am not ashamed.
Sometimes, you just need to sleep.
And cuddle.

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Thoughts on the next four years...

Jefferson says it best...
I know. I know. You are all sick of hearing anything politics related...I am too. BUT I thought I would share what has given me peace of mind since hearing the results:
-Everything happens for a reason & God's hand is in everything. Have faith.
-Although the election didn't go my way (and about 48% of the country's way), America is still a great nation and we enjoy many privileges and luxuries that some countries can't even fathom.
-The first Presidency still urges us to support and pray for the President.
-There is a living prophet alive and well; he will not abandon us and always has us in mind. He gives us advice to keep us out of bad situations...food storage, savings, being debt free, etc.
I also thought it was really cool to see how many people were actively involved in the election process--my age group has had a bad rep in the past for voting turn out...this year I'm sure we blew it out of the water. 
Be of good cheer, fellow Romney supporters and/or Republicans. Life is good. 

Monday, November 5, 2012

From 20 to 21

(This post is going up today, because tomorrow is the busiest day ever (school from 8-5, voting, and a test)...not the ideal day for your birthday, but I still get a birthday date!)
I can't believe I'm 21. Tomorrow. I feel so old.
Last year, I did a year in review post. Looking back, year 20 wasn't as obviously monumental as 19 was, but there have been big changes and lots of fun times. In the last year....

-Chris changed his major from Paramedics to Physical Therapy.
-We had our first Christmas and New Years (married).

-We went from being painfully unemployed, to having more jobs than we knew what to do with. Blessing.
-Chris turned 24.

-We went on our first vacation as a couple (other than our honeymoon).

-I started running & ran in my first race. 


 -We have fun together every day.

If every year is as good as the last one...I'm set!

Nivea

This is a product review for the best chapstick ever.
via
Its smooth and it smells good and it will cure chapped/ashy lips faster than anything I've ever used.  You can get some at Walmart for less than $2. You're welcome.
 

Thursday, November 1, 2012

Turkey Trot

My mom talked Chris and I into running a 5k with her and the rest of the fam on Thanksgiving. I was super excited about it, until I ran for the first time on Saturday. I was amazed at how hard it was...I hadn't run since my 10k on September 1. Regret. So, I'm kinda back to square one, but I'm glad I didn't wait till it warmed up again to start running!

On the flip side, Pinterest has some super fun treadmill workouts that takes the edge off. This is my poison of choice this week:
It will kick your butt, but (haha) in a lifting & firming kind of way. I'll take it!


Wednesday, October 31, 2012

He's still got it.

Chris and I were at the $3 movie on Monday night...it was a spontaneous date, which was super fun; our schedules rarely allow dates on week nights. Anyway, Chris got up in the middle of the movie to "go to the bathroom" and came back with my favorite candy. Score. It means a lot when he goes out of his way to do things for me even though he doesn't really have to worry about impressing me anymore.

Monday, October 29, 2012

No-Bake Energy Bites

Via
I can't take much credit for these, I found them here. But they are so yummy. I eat 2 each morning before working out. Its the easiest thing to eat at 5am.

Ingredients:
1 cup of dry oatmeal or rolled oats
1/3 cup of coconut flakes
1/2 cup peanut butter (you can also use almond butter or nutella...whatever you want!)
1/2 cup ground flax seed
1/2 cup chocolate chips (optional I skip them....its sweet enough with the peanut butter)
1/4 cup raw honey
1 tsp vanilla
Directions:
-Mix together all ingredients. Make sure everything is mixed well.
-Chill the mix for (at least 1 hour...the longer the better).
-Roll the mixture into balls w/ 1 inch diameter and enjoy!

Saturday, October 27, 2012

Genius.

You know when you wear flats or heels they kind of get stinky? Especially when you wear them for an extended period of time? Dryer sheets will solve all your problems.
I swear I didn't see this on pinterest.

Friday, October 26, 2012

Love Always, Monday

Mondays are hard. Let's be honest, we've all whined about it on Facebook.
I always felt picked on by Mondays, getting back into the weekly routine always felt like a slap in the face. Normally, my peak productivity kicks in about Wednesday-Thursdayish....just in time for the weekend to roll around and get me all out-of-whack again.
October 22 was nothing special- I went to the gym, worked, and did assignments. I was deliriously happy....and strangely productive.
I realized that I had made an accidental attitude change. I had been less than pleased with the past few weeks; I was excited to have a clean slate....a new week to be successful. I was driven by an obsession to improve and make this week better. 
I realized today that I had made it to the gym every morning this week at 5ish am.
Proof
(Ok, it's more like 5:30--but I wake up at 5!)
I made some diet changes and actually stuck to them and our apartment always seemed to be clean. Monday made a difference.
Snow didn't even phase me, I was secretly excited.
The cherry on top of my week? Hearing Chris express how proud of me he is.
Life is good!

Side Note: Anytime Fitness is great! I highly recommend it if you're looking for a gym membership.

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes

I've made some (more) changes to the blog.
1. As most of you probably know, I started a health & fitness blog in February of 2012. Honestly, I loved it. I loved having one place for all of my health related thoughts and endeavors to go. However, I couldn't find the balance between both blogs; one was always neglected and it was, for some reason, stressful. Even though I'm not a huge blog with a billion followers I really really enjoy blogging; and I love that there are some people out there that read what I have to say. I want to continue to write about my health, but its not the only thing going on in my life. As I started to make some progress, I found that my health was directly affecting all other aspects of my life. When I was working out consistently, I was doing better in school and was happier at home. I was more productive and tried harder to make my nonfitness goals a reality as well. So, I'm going to try merging the two; after all, this is a lifestyle blog....which means I can write about whatever I want. I loved all of the guest posts that happened there, so you'll now find them here. Also, if you're interested in my inspirations, I've also moved them here.
2. If you noticed, I've also stopped posting about 12 [in] 2012....but I haven't stopped working towards my goals. I realized about 4 months into the year that I was progressing and improving...and the goals that I had set at the beginning of the year weren't as applicable as I'd thought. I decided to make weekly goals instead, so my progress can evolve at its own pace. I am mostly telling you this so you won't think I'm a loser and have totally given up.

Here's to finding balance in my life!

Monday, October 22, 2012

Few things feel as awesome as a completely crossed off to do list....
Blog about how accomplished I am.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

Aye Aye, Captain!

I can't believe that I forgot to blog about this:
I have a serious Captain America crush/fetish/weirdness...so, he paid me a little visit one evening. Moments like this make me so incredibly grateful to have a man who will go the extra mile or two to make me smile.
In case you weren't aware....I love my husband.

Early. Early. Early.

What a pal! Thanks, Siri!
Ever since school started, I've had to adjust to getting up fairly early to get my workouts in before school or work. Granted, I don't have to do it first thing in the morning....but my success rate of actually getting to the gym is about 10% after 10am.

Thanks to pinterest and my own creative inspirations I've compiled this list of tricks that help get my bum out of bed. Maybe something I've learned can help you too.

1. The night before, lay out all of your workout gear: clothes, shoes, iPod, watch...etc. Have everything all ready to go, so its as easy as possible to get your bum moving!
2. Have a water bottle ready & waiting in the fridge (& maybe a little stickie stuck to your clothes to remind you to grab it).
3. Eat something; it will wake up your metabolism & start your burn. I usually eat a banana or greek yogurt.
4. Remember this: according to FITNESS magazine, women who workout first thing burn 18% more during (& after) their workouts.
5. Set a goal. Early in the morning you have a hundred excuses to stay in bed. If you have something specific you’re working towards, its going to give you that extra push to work towards it. My current goal is to make it to the gym all 6 days consecutively.
6. Have a motivator phrase. (You guys are gonna think I'm such a cheeser, but...) I have something I repeat in my head when I'm struggling to get out of bed....something to the effect of "You can sleep in when (insert personal goal here)..."
7. Have a motivator image. I made a collage of things I found on pinterest that make me want to get to the gym ASAP. When my alarm goes off on my phone, its the first thing I see. Here it is: 
8. Be positive. Remember that real change won't happen overnight (....or in a week, or a month). This one is the hardest for me!

If anyone else has a early morning tip, I'd love to hear it!

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

90 Minutes in Heaven

I got my first massage on Monday. Basically, my husband is amazing. I had hurt my back at the gym...nothing serious, just over-doing it....and was laying on the bed with a hot pad on my back. We got on the subject of how, when we were dating, Chris tried to surprise me with a massage at Massage Envy during finals...but I ruined it because I didn't know about it and went to lunch with my mom. While we were talking he got up and made a phone call....for a 90 minute massage. I was geeking out...my heart was doing the happy dance while my head was telling me that we couldn't afford it. Turns out, Chris had saved up his commission and was paying for it with that. Do I have the sweetest man, or what?
Long story (not so) short, it was amazing! I think everyone should get a 90 minute massage once a week and have husbands like mine.
Before, super excited!!!

After, visibly more relaxed. I've never been so chilled out.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

My husband works at the mall...

....so I took advantage and I'm spending the next few hours in Barnes & Noble.

To be honest, I thought it would be a good idea....have all this time in such a wonderful place. But, I'm bored. I've pinterested, facebooked, and hulued since 3:30. But, its better than being home alone on a Saturday night. I don't feel like such a loser being here....

I have a red eye....I'm slightly concerned (but not concerned enough to go to the doctor or actually take any productive action).
I couldn't smile or anything cause the people at B&N would think I'm a wierdo
Enrique Iglesias is a great workout partner. Euphoria, check it out. On that note- paying for a gym membership is a great way to motivate yourself. Also, there are less snobby girls and less dress code at Anytime Fitness. I like my Under Armor tops.

I bought a maxi skirt at a maxi skirt party. I kind of love it.
If I was rich I would own a maxi skirt in every color and wear one every day.

Friday, October 12, 2012

Facelift

I am so so so excited about the new look here! The amazingly beautiful and talented Hailey was kind enough to do it for me, which is convenient for me considering I am totally lost when it comes to any sort of graphic design.
Also, my husband is back! It is nice to have him back home with me- even though he was only gone for two days. I am much happier when he is around. 
Anyway, I hope you all are enjoying your weekend!

RayMo

This past week my best friend Rachel was here! It was her fall break and due to her husband being at basic training she opted for a change of scenery and headed up to Rexburg for a little visit. It was so great to have one of my best friends with me for an extended period of time; I probably hadn't spent that much time with a friend in a long time. It was great to have some quality girl time!

Rachel got married a month and a half ago. She is my first close high school friend to get married and it was cool to chat about married people things. After being married for over a year, things get a little routine. Listening to her talk about the first 30 days of her marriage (that is all she and her hubby got before he had to leave....I don't know how she does it!!) really motivated me to think outside the box and helped me come up with some ideas to show Chris my love for him in different ways. Outside opinions can be so great (within reason of course).

I've been brainstorming over the past couple of days....stay tuned ;)

Friday, October 5, 2012

Overboard

I have been bitten by the organization bug...
Sorted by class, color coded by due date
Too much?

Thursday, October 4, 2012

And the stars align...

For those of you around town wondering why we've been driving 3 different cars in a week in a half, here's why....

I hate car shopping; its the worst, I would rather go to the dentist or be on my period. Chris loves it.

My sweet husband was driving to his (6:30am) morning class and our Camry broke town. Luckily, he is friends with a car dealer in town and was able to call him and have our car towed (he did it for free, too!) and taken to the dealers mechanic. We got some bad news: the Camry needed over a thousand dollars worth of repairs. We got some good news: our dealer-friend had a client who was dying to get a Camry the exact color/make/model/year that ours was. He offered us a trade on any vehicle on his lot in exchange for our car. We were happy to do this, not wanting to deal with extensive car repairs.

However, there was nothing on the lot that fit what we were wanting/needing in a vehicle. We took the closet thing possible...a 2002 BMW SUV (in car lingo it's called an X5). It was a great car....very nice and luxurious but just too expensive for us to maintain and it had over 110,000 miles on it, so we decided to try our luck on KSL to try and sell it. We weren't expecting to have it sell right away, or have anyone willing to pay what we were asking for it. We were wrong. We had an extremely interested buyer call us two days after the ad was up. Before we knew it we were in a parking lot making the deal; getting our asking price and all!

Well, we were down to one car...which wasn't ideal with our crazy schedules. We decided to start looking again to see what we could find in our price range. Long story short....we found my dream car: a Toyota Rav 4- still under warranty! I was in love and wanted the car so badly. We went in to make an offer and found out that the car was a lot newer than we thought and out of our price range. (Enter Chris the Magical Buyer and Seller:) After some wheeling and dealing and lots of number talk we were signing papers and were owners of the Rav 4 with money in our budget to spare!

In short, we (especially me) couldn't be happier. It was crazy to see how everything worked out in such a timely manner; our school and work schedules remained virtually uninterrupted. We were able to get out of a car we couldn't afford and into a car we wanted and would be reliable for us. There is no way all of this happened by chance: we're calling it divine intervention. We are so blessed and couldn't be happier!

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Ramblings of an overwhelmed college student...

Everyone is sick of me talking about how much homework I had/have/will have. I get it. But I am not sick of talking about it; it makes me feel better. Sucks for you guys.

My history professor wants me to watch The Odyssey. Which is 3 hours long. Normally, I wouldn't mind so much....but I don't have internet at home, which means I have to watch it at school...wearing clothes and makeup and such. Also, I watched it with Chris and did the EXACT SAME ASSIGNMENT two years ago when we were dating. Boo. Children, this is why you keep all of your assignments your whole college career....you never know when your wife might need them.

(**For those of you who think using his assignment would make me a big cheater, you would normally be right, however....I sat through the whole movie and filled out Chris' entire worksheet. So, if anyone is a big cheater it's him.**)

Lately, I have been clenching my jaw while reading. Homework requires an inhuman amount of reading. My jaw hurts constantly. Anyone have any tricks for stopping unwanted subconscious jaw clenching?

Monday, October 1, 2012

Zupa's Tomato Soup

This is the closet thing I've tasted to the real deal. Idaho seriously needs a Zupas, but for those of you also far away from one....here is something to ease your suffering.

Ingredients:
-4 lb. tomatoes, halved lengthwise :: apparently plum tomatoes make the flavor even better, but I just used normal tomatoes and it was still awesome
-6-8 garlic cloves, left unpeeled :: I just use one bunch, which usually yields about 10 cloves
-3 tbsp. olive oil
-½ tsp salt
-¼ tsp black pepper
-1 medium onion, finely chopped
-2 tsp fresh oregano, minced (only ½ tsp if using dried) :: I like more spices so I just add to taste
-2 Tbsp. fresh basil, minced (only 1 tsp if using dried)
-2 tsp sugar
-2 Tbsp unsalted butter
-3 cups chicken stock or low-sodium broth
-¾ cup heavy cream :: you don't need this...I use maybe a tablespoon
Directions:
Phase One
1. Put oven rack in middle position and preheat to 350.
2. Cut all stems off tomatoes, and cut in half lengthwise. Arrange tomatoes, cut sides up, in one layer on a large shallow baking pan and add garlic to the pan.
3. Drizzle tomatoes with oil and sprinkle with salt and pepper.
4. Roast in oven for 1 hour, then cool in pan on rack.


Phase Two
5. While that is cooling, cook onion, oregano, basil, and sugar in butter in a 6-8 qt pot over moderately low, stirring frequently, until onion is softened (about 5 min).

Phase Three
6. Peel garlic (should squeeze right out)
7. Add tomatoes, garlic, and stock and simmer covered for 20 min.
Phase Four
8. Puree soup in batches in a blender
9. Force through a sieve - I used just a normal strainer and it was fine- into a clean pot.
10. Stir in cream, and salt & pepper to taste
11. Simmer 2 min.

I usually make this on Sunday or Monday to eat for lunches during the week. According to MyFitnessPal, a fourth of this soup is only 250 calories!
I hope you all like it as much as I do...I just made my third batch in 3 weeks.